anyways, i started off this day feeling pretty junky. i felt sick all morning. i think i was just so darn hungry. i feel better now. however, staring at this computer screen is making me feel pretty darn tired. i wish i could just go home and take a nap.
anyways, work is still pretty lame. im beginning to wonder what i should do. should i see if i could go part time and take some classes at tcc this fall?? look for another job? hope a new job falls into my lap? i just dont know. im starting to wonder where i am going with my life. i really want to start a family of my own, but jeb and i are no way finanically ready for that. on saturday my family, jeb and i were all discussing getting away. the property my parents own in upstate new york is the perfect place. hah. sometimes i wish i could just drop everything and move up there. live the simple life. work a job just to get by. you dont need much up there. jeb wants the extreme, buy some cows and chickens. HAHA plant some crops. oh, he is too funny. maybe in a few years we can get away. i do love virginia beach. vb is my HOME. i was born and raised here for the most part. and i miss california A LOT. but i was so excited to come HOME and be with my family again. but now im ready to move on almost. maybe bc the past 4 years i have moved around so much, im just ready for a move. i dont know. i am ready for a change tho. something, anything. i think jeb and i need to have a little talk about some things. hehe.
in other news, in 16 days i will be heading down to south carolina. and in 17 days i will be seeing my little brother graduate and become a united states marine. holy crap. so crazy. i never thought i would go back there again.
oh i forgot i had this.
LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN!
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